Friends and a ugly rumor...

So Friday, I was out until 2pm, to 12am. Yes my mother was fine with it. She left town to visit her best friend, and dropped me off in town to hang out with my friends.  So for about and hour I wandered around town, I asked James, Skye, and Kail if...

Whats good, whats bad.

Well let's start off with whats good. Made new friends through my good friend Skye. I went into town on sunday, and asked Skye if we could meet up and hang out for the day. She wad currently baby sitting this sweet little girl, she's three years...

I hope he isn't being promiscuous...

Oh boy. So the other night, I went to go check my email, but I was logged out and my boyfriends email was logged onto my computer. I never go through his stuff, and just though hey what the heck I'll check it out. So I look and I find emails...

Big issue

So a lot has happened since then. Starting off with Hayden's issue. He has to pay up for all that he stole from Walmart, Macy's, and another store plus court fees in the next three months or else he will be sent to jail. I plan on helping him on...

Sorry.

Sorry I don't go out and drink and get high. Sorry I don't party and break all the rules. Sorry I don't expose parts of myself like the other girls do. Sorry I don't sit around and talk shit and not give a damn about myself. I'm sorry I...

:)

I'm in a crafty mood. I feel like making something thanks to my friend Kevin's paracord bracelet tutorial... I'm only thinking of making something small and cute. I had in mind to make a little ponybead bat, then get some lettered beads and more...

Loving the name Jane, and working on my shyness :)

Mudvayne and tea. One word... Unf. I hate how tea flows through me quickly. After about a half hour I feel like I'm about to piss myself. Is that healthy?... I'm thinking of switching over to L.A. Guns now. One of my favorite 80's bands. I love...

Weird...

Well tonight was weird. Thought Hayden and I were going to argue! It all scared me. Since I got all shy and weird with him he figured I was mad at him. What?? After being all flirty and what not, and junk... We got all quiet and just...

Skype, and music junk.

It's 3am. On skype. And things are awkward as they can be. Hayden and I aren't even looking at eachother. Just a glance here and there. That's it. I fell alseep on him a few times so now he's upset. Well I think he is. Because now he isn't all...

I miss him.

Today was not my day. I bitched out Andrew through text this morning, argued with my parents and continued to be an ass throughout the day. Like every little thing pissed me off. Literally. Funny how when you miss someone, you want the world...

Don't go...

My insides feel like warm pudding. EXPIRED warm pudding. Just about to retrieve, and preparing me for suffering. So Hayden might be leaving town early. Tomorrow was supposed to be his last day with me, and we were going to make the best of it....