Hell and Back

Still having communication problems with the loved one. I try my best to stay occupied.... I need a fucking hobby. I guess that trip to Tunisia with mom in April won't hurt none.  He really doesn't want me to go because it's another country,...

A lot.

Dad's beig a selfish prick as always. He's trying to force us to move to get cheaper rent [ We're pretty wealthy,he's just all about money and acts like we're poor.] He wanted to move somewhere out of town. Like Florence or Coos Bay. Both...

A lot has happened.

I haven't been active for about a month now. Maybe longer than that... my apologies. So my dad decided to take my lap top and phone away just to keep me away from my boyfriend. About two weeks into being phoneless, I got my phone back, and just now...

Notice.

The "Well Damn" post was partcially a misunderstanding. The whole thing where he felt like I didn't apprciate him when he bought me things, and didn't give enough in return. The whole thing about his sensitivity, was the main problem and only...

Well damn.

I could've sworn it was part of the male role to want to do things for the one they love or are interested in. Guess not every male isn't like that. So this morning, I go on my facebook and come to find Hayden was messaging this robot thing I...

Almost got kicked out again.

Well today went to shit before it even began for me. It as mostly my fault anyways. I guess... I almost got kicked out again. Second time! And I'm only sixteen. If I were seriously to get kicked out, I'd have a place to go, and I'd have to be...

Crazy stuff.

Ahh. Another day where I get to sit and watch the sun and it's ways around this town until it's sun down. I hope Hayden comes over after work. I feel kind of shitty for not getting back to him soon enough when he messaged me this morning. I...

Gone Sour

Today was great until tonight. I took an anti depressant. I'm starting to take those now, my mom will give them to me once everyday. She's holding onto the bottle so I'm not using them to do something stupid. Also she's testing about how my mood...

Just about lesson learned.

Here I am, almost four fourty in the morning, sick to my stomach and thirsty as a motherfucker, Had a good/bad day yesterday. Got up early from Hayden's phone call about what our plans were from yesterday, and when he should come get me, Then...

Stuff. Thangs.

Can't wait until the fifth go around of being grounded is over with. Made a deal with my parents on keeping my grades up for school next year, and they're still iffy on whether to send me away, or not. So the deal is. If I fail, they're throwing...

Horrid.

So the night before last night, Mom calls me in saying that my uncle wants to speak with me, so I spoke with him and my mom said after vacation, they're leaving me behind in chicago to "straighten up" since I failed school, and I've emotionally...

Hell.

Welp, dad is home for the next three weeks to do work from home and this is a living hell. I won't get to see my boyfriend as much, and also there's a shitty plus to it. I'm grounded again. Yahoo! Over missing a few things with my chores. Um...

Almost got kicked out, and stuff about school.

Today was rather disturbing. Woke up being a grouch ass to my boyfriend. It was three in the morning, I was tired and in zombie mode pretty much waking up and nodding off and he started kissing me and stopped, then rolled over. So I rolled over...